One Day @ a time

As salaamou alikum wa Rahtuallahi wa barakatuhu,

One Day at a time It has been 8 Days Since my son Ibraheem Passed and I miss so much. But Keeping in Mind to stand firm upon Islam and Remembering Allaah's Decree.EveryDay because its Easy to Slip It sad Case when We loose are Place and forget that the QadrAllah is set and there is nothing we can do about it.

I often mention People want me angry and sad and Depressed even a Family member Called me last night and Said a Women just beat her 16 month old child to death and went on to Mention many more deaths in our area. And suddenly said" I'm going to finish the news Good night bye" I was Like Why would some one do that? Felt like it was test to see if i will break to pieces or something.... I couldn't Rest I ended having to Take a sleeping Pill which I'm trying not to Take but when the imagine of you Son plays in your head at this time i don't wanna see it at this time. I Can't or want look at New born baby Pictures  one sister in particular did not send me any of her son and I really appreciate that  Alhamdoulilah that's very thoughtful and sweet and I love her for the sake of Allah. Honestly I fight everyday with the Why's and If's and buts This is not how we Except a Decree May Allah Aid me in this because this is not of the Muslims because We should leave things that bring Doubt and Leads us to Question Allaah's Decree. 

Surah al-Ma'idah 100-102: (100. Say: "Not equal are the bad things and the good things, even though the abundance of the bad may please you. '' So have Taqwa of Allah, O men of understanding in order that you may be successful.) (101. O you who believe! Ask not about things which, if made plain to you, may cause you trouble. But if you ask about them while the Qur'an is being revealed, they will be made plain to you. Allah has forgiven that, and Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Forbearing.) (102. Before you, a community asked such questions, then on that account they became disbelievers.) 

So we can't forget Allaah truly knows best and is the best of Planners in any affair of ours. Truly I Believe This Is Islam May Allah Grant us Jennah  and to over trials of this dunya and maintain to remain upon Siraatel Mustaqeem.Amin