As salaamou Alikum Wa Rahmatuallahi wa Barakatuhu, This is hard to write and Even harder to think about it like 3:35am,and I woke up with something in my Thoat and left with thoughts if Ibraheem. I set and Type this is Tears because I'm trying to Heal and maintain my strength but it seems. a look a thought even hearing babies Makes me ball out cry. I Feel broken and Sick I held My Dead Little Ibraheem and at first i could not but all saw was Ismail in his face. but before I even looked at him I closed my eyes the night b4 and saw his Face and cried out of sleep. I had to Deliver Him vaginally i had to push my IbraHeem out that was not easy and I thought Oh Allaah is there chance for him to breathe but as i Held his lifeless body i Saw my self i saw My nose,My Lips ,Al so My husband. I don't know Lesson i'm to learn from this but I'm Proud to have been Ibraheem Mother and i will never forget him.I talked to him Read to him the Quran. This is the baby Allah bestowed to me And Praises be to Allaah for that. to the All the people who Came to my aide and comforted me though this May Allah bless you I never felt so much support from my Islamic Family or my family and Friends. I don't know how to thank you. Myhusbad had to carry Ibraheem to his Janazah he told me it was honor to hold his baby and give him his rights. The Masjid made the Process Easier i didn't know what to do but i knew i wanted No autopsy to know why i left to Allah Ass wal Jal. I had sister there @ Ibrahim Birth my husband came after he didn't want to see too much. Omg I miss Ibraheem so bad the tears want stop that come so often i feel to ball up and never stand again, but i know i have too i have Allaah, husband and Ismail to stand for ...... Theyy gave me a Keep sake box that hold his hat and a Blanket and a foot Mold. And a Picture which i didn't want this box makes it hard to cope. it can't be close to me i give it to my Mother. It was nice of them but this box is nothing to Keep for me. it bad enough i have his baby clothing sort though and Touch how will touch them. HOW!!!!!!!!!!! My God I feel broken in too i Feel like a Weak ball of flesh but here I stand. I think of Ismail and how i'm blessed to have him and to have ibraheem only for a little while. Now i to focus on other things and Remain Firm upon Islam, this thought me one thing life goes quick but we have to keep Allah first and remain steadfast,Emotionally any hearing of babies makes my heart sink but i have move on. I Loved Ibraheem from the day i saw the positive sign and I will always. Please keep my family in your duaa I'm trying to hold on but Feel i will slip off sometime or some hour in deep saddness. SO help me keep going insha alllaah. I have never felt loss like this but I regret nothing Allah have bestowed on me as Muslim I had 33 weeks with my son and those were the best Masha allah. I love you Ibraheem i love you Ismail I love you Muhammad and I Love all of you your my family. Ibraheem Ibn Muhammad Issa was Still born October 11, 2009,@ Greenville Mem.Hospital.... Inna Iilahi wa ilaihi wa Rajoon May Grant my Son Jennah ameen I Jazaka Allahu Khair Ummismail |
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Monday, October 12, 2009
the Feeling of loosing my Son
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Taylors, SC 29687 .Phone: 864-292-2219
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Insha allah Make Du'aa and Keep in Mind the Construction of the New Masjid and Islamic School As- Sabeel Academy << click here.
Also Keep in mind the After school Program"As-Sabeel "Enrichment Hour". refer to below email for Details insha allah. If any Question about Volunteering Refer below as well.
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Clemson Sc
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Halal Market: HolyLand International Grocery
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Assalamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh Umm Ismail,
Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajiuun.
Dearest sister, tears came to my eyes when I read your story. May Allah make it easy for you and your family Ameen. I wanted to share these hadiths with you, I hope they make you feel better after a time InshaAllah.
The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings of Allah upon him, said, "Indeed the miscarried fetus will confront his Lord if He enters his parents into the Fire. So it will be said to him, "O fetus which confronts his Lord! Enter your parents into Paradise." So he will drag them by his [umbilical] cord until he enters them into Paradise." [Ibn Majah]
The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings of Allah upon him, said, "By the One in Whose hands is my soul, the miscarried fetus will drag his mother to paradise by his [umbilical] cord if she was patient [with the miscarriage], hoping to be rewarded." [Ahmad]
Assalamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh Umm Ismail,
Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajiuun.
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you are feeling better in'sha Allah. May Allah replace your lost baby with one that is better for you. I love you for the sake of Allah.
Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajiuun.
Plan for the next pregnancy.
You being overweight and GDM puts your baby at high risk for stillbirth.The hospital where I work induce and deliver these babies at 37 weeks.The last few weeks have the highest incidence of prenatal fetal death.
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